Okay, basically I don't know what is wrong with me. It just, I don't like when people become too pushy and instruct me to do this and that. I am not hard headed (owh I am) but this is a different kind of not liking people push you to do something that you already have plan for it. Example, I need to work on a proposal. The event will be on this upcoming October, but the proposal isn't ready yet. [my fault! I'm not too busy working but playing] but hey, I have overcome that my own way kay!
Right now I'm having three weeks straight of an event called "Breakfast Giveaway", I am glad that the other members came and help. In day one, I came alone setting the tables and I didn't complaint! I didn't blame others for not coming earlier because I know they are preparing for exams, so do I, but..yeah. With exams and ongoing event, I don't really have time to sit and do the proposal, but I have talked to my sub that we will do it after final exam.
Clearly stated, and it is okay between the two of us, until someone told me to work together with my sub to do the proposal. He/she speaks in clearly acceptable tone and I fully realise that his intention is just to remind me, but I feel bothered by that reminder. I feel like he's saying that I am not doing my work and let my sub do it all alone! I feel like he's saying that I didn't playing my role! I am not functioning. Or maybe, I get so mad, because I know it is true? but it is not!!
Hmmm, the day become mourner when I get a feedback from student relating to our "Breakfast Giveaway". He/She said "makanan ni macam bukan nak bagi orang makan" in very sopan voice. A negative feedback and I accept it with a smile. Dear, the food itself is FREE. Breakfast giveaway is a program where we provide students with FREE breakfast during exam's week. The food was provided by our caterer and I am not paying her a single penny. She want to donate to students. Sincerely. So dear, when the food already free and we are not paying anything, instead of complaining, why don't we be thankful. I mean, if we want tasty food with beautiful plating, then we need to pay la! Okay.
Wow, I have done a great job. It has been long since I last writing this long!! yeay. Okay, need to go to study law. Bye bye