Assalammualaikum.
It has been long since the last post. You think I'm studying but I am not. I have wrecked my final. Everything was beyond my control. No. I have loose the control. Someone has drive me crazy and to make it worst, live isn't at my side. I guess so, or else, I am might not writing with this kind of tone. And yeah, my face is so stiff--losing its 'cahaya'.
This new sem does not seem to be happiness-kind of semester. Haha. Semester 1 doesn't either. Ha, entahlah. I feel so many things are going in wrong way. I couldn't find myself. I was distracted with so many kind of things. I don't know what, but yeah. That is it.
I feel so lonely. I don't really make friends here. I feel like staying in the invisible darkness, which is very far from people that they could not realise that I was there - with them. I feel so lonely back then and in the present.