one

They say there are five stages of grief:
1. denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance

Up until last year I didn't know there were lists like that. I had no idea people actually kept tract of this things. But still, even if I had known, I would have guessed that just a few month before my seventeenth birthday I'd be stuck in stage one

..just saying..