The words and whispers

when such a bad thing happen in our life 

we keep sighing without knowing the reason.

You're not wrong if you feel that because as a normal

person who follow the human nature it's a 

normal if people spread out their feelings 

trough that way

but there is different between sigh and patient .

some say that 'hump' is a sigh 

but I just don't think so 

It's so complicate to explain but I sure 

everyone will go trough it one day . 

I read an article last day 

about our time .

time that we spend to think about our life 

she said that 

stop for a while and think about our live 

. what we have done ?.

. what we want achieve in our life ? .

. what are study for ? .

. what is my eternal dream ? . 

Too much question , which we not answer yet 

when we want to answer ?

we also do not know .

Some say changes is a scared things 

Some say changes is wonderful things

but actually , it depend on people who faced it 

maybe it a scared thing for someone , but it is wonderful thing for the other ?

so how can we describe it accurately ?

It such an abstract things that we need to treasure .

First , I'm hard in accept advice 

because I know that I'm just saying the truth
but when I go a step back , I realise something that 

I'll never tell people that I'm saying wrong .

So the main point here is we will never realise we're wrong 

because we're someone who do it .

b'cause of that people around us play their important role .

advise

I don't know when I start thinking seriously in my life 

about something .

It comes from my soul . 

I take a step back and I realise that there are so much things

that I do against the things that I should .

and now I realise what my mom said is all true and 

I'm not deny it but I admit it ,

It such a big confession.

I've a big relieve right now .

but I just have one request .

a REQUEST where hard fro some people to fulfill it .

it's UNDERSTANDING ,

I beg people for understand me a little bit ,

just like I'm trying to understand people.

Maybe it's being too late since I growing up , 

but experience make me mature .

hyphothesis : The bitter the experience , the mature you are .

MAY ALLAH BLESS ME