Again NST

Alhamdulillah

when something bad happen to you,

make you breathless, restless and useless,

believe me, 

Allah want to grant you a better moment full of sweetness!
just go with flow dude !!

just do your best, let Allah do the rest

=) 

Fight dude !!

the future is secret

but the key is with us 

you define your own life. 

so why should scared?

when you completely know,

what you want.

p/s : yes people change, so does our future 

Obsession

because this is obsession,

we never get tired,

we never feel bored,

we never think to stop, 

we never know when it will end 

because this is obsession.

don't look down for your friend's dream, 

don't you underestimate them,

don't compare their life with yours,

it will never be same,

like time that given everyday,

we use it in different way,

even our breath change each time!

p/s:don't compare mine with yours 

#Letter 1

How funny when A mad B for B's mistake to D ,

but in the same time A make the same mistake to C and refuse advise from B. 

People commit mistake 

but hard to commit. 

Ego 

I wish one day you could relise that forgiving is not easy to give

when the hurt is deep inside. 

I wish one day you could understand that accepting does not easy 

I wish one day you found your own happiness without snatch is from others, 

I wish one day you could find the love that you lost. 

Today you think you're loser and tomorrow you're desperate'er

A letter for You

Note-To-You#5

Acceptance

but the only thing we can do is 

ACCEPT 

Impression

Trust me I am not good 

at everything.

I have my own weakness.

That's why.

Everything you see about me

ain't always what it seems.

Don't read me wrong.

Don't judge me

by the impressions I have made.

better late than never

Every cloud has silver lining and now I'm praying for gold 

maybe its hard for crawling but its better than never.

I know what I do when I'm walking alone through the journey. 

You might feel the same way one day.

It just today is my turn. 

I wish you the best even you will return it double to me =)

I know where's my place 

its higher than you and I promise you will see it one day!

I will prove it . InsyaAllah . Allah with me. Nothing impossible 

Approval

I scared

there is no time left for me,

I must quick and grab this chance,

I cannot wait for others anymore ,

because this is about my future

I may be late , 

but at least I want to try !!

 I would be please if anyone wanna help me, 

but I know that's not easy to bring me back to basic again. 

but I really appreciate the willingness of a teacher,

who I will never forget!! 

thank you, I will try 

I go ask him alone 

I overcome my fear for my future, 

I overcome my tears and step forward, 

I talk to him and I realise 

'the crazy idea is not really crazy after we done it'

I hope he can focus on me, 

if you want too, 

go and ask him face to face and don't ask me to be intermediary. 

we fight together friends =)

p/s : Nothing Left Except You and Your Future

a trial

Trial SPM

bye 

I Just Know

I'm really sorry, 

thinking that you have no right to feel bad about what I write here.

I'm really sorry because being too selfish, 

I'm really sorry because give you hurt more and more, 

I'm really sorry for the bad thinking of me. 

I love the moment when you tell the story about you. 

you tell the story about your friends who might be me =) 

I know everything was changed, 

but can't we pretended like there is nothing happen, sometimes... 

anyway, imy too 

Witches

If I have a magic 

just one thing I want to do. 

'stop, where we all together laughing with no fear'

randomly 

Normality

changes is normal,

but accepting the changes is harder

The words and whispers

when such a bad thing happen in our life 

we keep sighing without knowing the reason.

You're not wrong if you feel that because as a normal

person who follow the human nature it's a 

normal if people spread out their feelings 

trough that way

but there is different between sigh and patient .

some say that 'hump' is a sigh 

but I just don't think so 

It's so complicate to explain but I sure 

everyone will go trough it one day . 

I read an article last day 

about our time .

time that we spend to think about our life 

she said that 

stop for a while and think about our live 

. what we have done ?.

. what we want achieve in our life ? .

. what are study for ? .

. what is my eternal dream ? . 

Too much question , which we not answer yet 

when we want to answer ?

we also do not know .

Some say changes is a scared things 

Some say changes is wonderful things

but actually , it depend on people who faced it 

maybe it a scared thing for someone , but it is wonderful thing for the other ?

so how can we describe it accurately ?

It such an abstract things that we need to treasure .

First , I'm hard in accept advice 

because I know that I'm just saying the truth
but when I go a step back , I realise something that 

I'll never tell people that I'm saying wrong .

So the main point here is we will never realise we're wrong 

because we're someone who do it .

b'cause of that people around us play their important role .

advise

I don't know when I start thinking seriously in my life 

about something .

It comes from my soul . 

I take a step back and I realise that there are so much things

that I do against the things that I should .

and now I realise what my mom said is all true and 

I'm not deny it but I admit it ,

It such a big confession.

I've a big relieve right now .

but I just have one request .

a REQUEST where hard fro some people to fulfill it .

it's UNDERSTANDING ,

I beg people for understand me a little bit ,

just like I'm trying to understand people.

Maybe it's being too late since I growing up , 

but experience make me mature .

hyphothesis : The bitter the experience , the mature you are .

MAY ALLAH BLESS ME

Pak Cik Shidi

nice house and nice kitchen 

thank you for the food

I ate too much 

'ayammas' so gooood

from : skudai 

Some may say NO Some may say IMPOSSIBLE Some may say MAYBE Some may say DON'T KNOWSome may say UP TO YOU 
and it all seem like no one knowour heart needed we just go trough our life smiling all over the time and lie everyone to make our life simple and better but the REAL STORY is between ourselves and ALLAHmay Allah bless (=

The Words

People will never know what we feel 

People will never understand what actually in our mind 

People can't ensure out future will be good 

People can't make we alive when we actually die 

So don't worry if people not besides you because ALLAH will be there