Monday, January 16, 2012

I am; just me


I'm a girl aged seventeen. Well I'm almost seventeen
I love to talk
Hate my hair when they go wrong, yet love them
I'm conscious around people who I think look better than me
I'm short tempered
I love attention yet hate it
I'm a tomboy yet totally girly
I'm addicted to facebook and blog
I'm not great at math
I shout at my younger sister

Now after reading the above things, you may feel that
I'm just an average teen yet different.
I am multi talented
Well, Ive experienced things in my life that I guess literally everyone goes trough.
Jealousy.
 Anger.
Fear.
Despair.
Happiness.
Blessed.
Joy.
Sorrow.
Pity.
Over Confident.
Nervousness.
Insecurity.
Cloud 9

You name it and I have

Sometimes I intend doing things that I've wished to yet known that I shouldn't
When I'm stuck between my heart and brain, I love creating situations for myself
such that I can only follow what my heart is saying.
Weird enough right?
I have a 'future boyfriend' about whom not many people know about yet I'm insecure that
someone might steal him from me even though I know I can do nothing if someone do that.
I love clicking pictures even though I don't upload the all on facebook
I sometimes do feel that something missing in my life and write all in 'old blog'
I sometimes feel so angry towards someone that literally my whole body
is on fire and then suddenly breaks into tears
I pretend not to miss someone that I determined not to speak to them,
though I always know that I'm not going to success yet cry because I miss them .
I ignore the world when it's mean to me because I care about only those people who hold some
value in my life.
I do some great things, things that I should be willing to show off about yet I dont
I get angry when someone speak without knowledge, have the urge to shut them up
yet I don't.
I bully others when I feel insecure
I talk to myself
I imagine situations that never happen anyway.
I've experienced so many things in my life - things that I want to write and talk about
and things that I really don't wanna speak about yet I'm going to post my stories here.
You need to know everything that happens in a story,
 whatever leads to the climax.
I'm again creating situations for myself where I ought to listen to my heart
Wanna hear my stories? Well, they may even be about you =)