RM15

My father give me rm15

'Upah' katanya

thank you so much. 

I'll lead this dream to my future.

Even in different ways and colours but 

still I'll move our family tradition in business 

Those who are not afraid to fall will leap the highest

 xoxo

#1#

I love to be loved.

I like to be liked. 

I hate to be hated. 

I'm what I'm thinking.

Not everything can be perfect, 

but as long as we try

I sure the results will worth. 

Married

A married woman is called ''Rabbat al Bait'' (Queen of the House) -
where her home is her Kingdom,
Her kids are her Nation and
her Husband is her Charming King =)

Controlling Your Life

The past cannot be changed,

but the future is still in your power

little words

Triste

paciente con todos los asuntos
y yo tratando de olvidar lo que dijo.
Me encanta el momento en que estoy solo.
Porque nadie puede hablar conmigo, así que no me dolió

translated : " patient will all the matters and I'm trying to forget what they said. 

I love the moment I'm alone because no one can talk to me, 

so I'm not hurt" 

Don't Judge me

What else?

I try to change but I just can't.

I don't know what is the purpose for 

the changes that I want to make. 

Would you appreciated it?

What else I've done? 

Don't judge me based on people said 1 am. 

little words

The Next Second

I wipe my own tears. 

In my sleep, my eyes wet. 

In my midnight, I'm awake. 

In my day, I smile. 

pretend like nothing happen. 

In my prayers I pray for the better life 

for the next second and for the next moment. 

I just hope I can hold a little bit more 

xo . a little wish . xo

Going To Kampung

Having Feast 

xoxo 

An A for MM

I have always struggled with math mode since the first exam.
But I unexpectedly did very well for my addmath.
Perhaps because my mom is teaching addmath,
so just imagine if you don't score on that subject.

After countless personal session with my teacher,
finally an A for math mode. Why math mode is much complicated than addmath?
Anyone had any idea?

Anyway, alhamdulillah for surpassed this!!

A reply from adam

One reply from adam, 
a woman who is perfect 
shall be covered in the eyes of man 
more valuable to be lifelong friends.

One reply from adam as well, 
the beauty of a woman 
who keeps the man be seen 
instead of lawful for him 
is more expensive 
than the world of all its contents.

Realign

We may have eye's 

but I use mine differently

We may all have a heart

but I use mine differently

I'm different because I do things differently

I'm different because I wear things differently

I may stand out differently in many ways but I love it 

and I love being different.

What make us stay;

No human being is perfect.

 We all make mistakes, yet it is so hard to admit that we are wrong.

 A famous line from the book Love Story by Eric Segal states

 that "Love means never having to say you're sorry". 

This may sound romantic but it is a really bad line to live by. 

Apology is necessary in every relationship. 

Apology is the building block of relationships.

 If a family has any hope of staying together, 

there will be frequent and sincere apologies.

Irreversible time

One minute we were laughing and fine

I was your best friend and you were mine 

I loved the way when I was with you, my whole world shined

I just didn’t know our moments together were being timed

The next minute you act like you don’t know me at all

I saw you trying to fade away, trying to not be tall

Your eyes so firmly focused on the ground

I tried to talk to you but you didn’t make a sound

I knew our friendship had some issues

I just didn’t think my bin would be filled with all these tissues

It has been the longest 5 days in history

All I have been thinking about is this mystery

What did I do wrong this time?

Was this the punishment for my crime? 

I’m sorry I am who I am

I tried to change for you but I don’t think I can

I gave up all my other friends for you

Now I found out they’re on your side too

So I sit here alone watching you laugh

While being asked what happened between us

Real Friend

There's this little thing called friendship

I experience it every day

And I will always be thankful that I have friends

Because they have helped me along the way

A friend is a flashlight in the dark

A rainbow after the storm

The sunshine after a cold, damp day

The glue when you are torn

I have friends I love like sisters

(I know they love me too)

They'll be there through the thick and thin

For I know their friendship is true

I follow my dreams;

I get laughed at,

I get ignored,

and keep my thoughts stored.

People can be cruel and very mean,

but no matter what, 

I follow my dreams

Life is full of trials and test,

I know that.

But I stand brave,

and just take the crap.

I may feel exhausted and totally creamed,

but no matter what,

I follow my dreams.

I know what I want,

and I won't stop trying.

Quitting? I can't,

for now I'm flying.

It's impossible, it seems,

but no matter what,

I follow my dreams...

Live Life

Life is crazy, 
and totally unpredictable...
It's going to push you over,
kick you while you're down
and hit you when you try to get back up.
Not everything can beat you.
Things are going to change you, 
But you get to choose which ones you let change you.
Listen to your heart,
Follow your dreams,
And let no one tell you what you're capable of.
Push the limits,
Bend the rules,
And enjoy every minute of it.
Laugh at everything,
Live for as long as you can.
Love all,
But trust none.
Believe in yourself,
And never lose faith in others
Settle for nothing but only the best,
And give 110% in everything you do.
Take risks,
Live on the edge,
Yet stay safe,
And cherish every moment of it.
Life is a gift,
Appreciate all the rewards,
And jump on every opportunity.
Not everyone's going to love you
But who needs them anyways.
Challenge everything,
And fight for what you believe.
Back down to nothing,
But give in to the little things in life,
After all, that is what makes you.
Forget the unnecessary, 
But remember everything,
Bring it with you everywhere you go.
Learn something new,
And appreciate criticism.
Hate nothing,
But dislike what you want.
Never forget where you came from,
And always remember where you are going.
Live Life to its fullest,
And have a reason for everything,
Even if it's totally insane.
Find Your purpose in life,
and Live it!

Arrogant Me

Honestly, I am not good at treating people.
I am stiff. It's not that I hate people as an individual.
It is me.

It's hard to smile with people, especially with strangers.
And because of that, I was labelled as arrogant.

It sometimes bothered me, because I wanted
to be like other normal human being.

However, I realized that no matter how hard I tried.
This time -- even if I changed myself for people.
I will only get hurt in return.

because it won't be enough, still.

A butterfly of happiness

Happiness is like butterfly, 

the more you chase it.

The more it will elude you, 

but if you turn your attention to other things.

It will come and sit softly on your shoulders.

I sincerely hope that everyone will get
butterflies on their shoulder.

I am; just me

I'm a girl aged seventeen. Well I'm almost seventeen
I love to talk
Hate my hair when they go wrong, yet love them
I'm conscious around people who I think look better than me
I'm short tempered
I love attention yet hate it
I'm a tomboy yet totally girly
I'm addicted to facebook and blog
I'm not great at math
I shout at my younger sister

Now after reading the above things, you may feel that
I'm just an average teen yet different.
I am multi talented
Well, Ive experienced things in my life that I guess literally everyone goes trough.
Jealousy.
 Anger.
Fear.
Despair.
Happiness.
Blessed.
Joy.
Sorrow.
Pity.
Over Confident.
Nervousness.
Insecurity.
Cloud 9

You name it and I have

Sometimes I intend doing things that I've wished to yet known that I shouldn't
When I'm stuck between my heart and brain, I love creating situations for myself
such that I can only follow what my heart is saying.
Weird enough right?
I have a 'future boyfriend' about whom not many people know about yet I'm insecure that
someone might steal him from me even though I know I can do nothing if someone do that.
I love clicking pictures even though I don't upload the all on facebook
I sometimes do feel that something missing in my life and write all in 'old blog'
I sometimes feel so angry towards someone that literally my whole body
is on fire and then suddenly breaks into tears
I pretend not to miss someone that I determined not to speak to them,
though I always know that I'm not going to success yet cry because I miss them .
I ignore the world when it's mean to me because I care about only those people who hold some
value in my life.
I do some great things, things that I should be willing to show off about yet I dont
I get angry when someone speak without knowledge, have the urge to shut them up
yet I don't.
I bully others when I feel insecure
I talk to myself
I imagine situations that never happen anyway.
I've experienced so many things in my life - things that I want to write and talk about
and things that I really don't wanna speak about yet I'm going to post my stories here.
You need to know everything that happens in a story,
 whatever leads to the climax.
I'm again creating situations for myself where I ought to listen to my heart
Wanna hear my stories? Well, they may even be about you =)