I've crush on this one boy. 

Back then when I was sixteen.

A Chinese boy. 

but mama won't approve. 

He got himself a girlfriend now. 

-,-

I'm so loyal. 

and of course foolish.

for I can't hate 

those who dear to me. 

No matter how much

they disheartened me

I will keep forgiving

even it takes such a long time

but at the end, 

because at the end, 

the only thing that I want 

is loving people unconditionally. 

:)

across the globe, I'll go to you :)

Nectar of Pain #pg1

We both know, 

from the beginning of our friendship,

 

there is something that is special,

something that we want to keep for each other, 

a feeling that we didn't feel for another but us. 

 

But there is one weird thing about us, 

we loved each other that we afraid to lose each other, 

in thought of securing our friendship, 

we let our ego defend and protect our feelings, 

so our two heart never get to properly drown by love. 

 

because we're afraid of losing this kind of friendship, 

so we didn't confess, 

because we believe, 

no matter how long time flies, 

our heart will never change.

we thought that our heart will not waver by another. 

we thought, we will be able to love again in the next five years.

 

but that is so wrong.

because we never really make an effort, we never really fight 

for one another. 

so, the love that is fragile, are not able to bloom. 

That is how, our love meet the end. 

Because at the end, we both know. 

we failed, to save our love and -- our friendship.

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Vol'12 Chapter 2 #pg26

Love is not only about that 

butterfly-flying-in-your-stomach feeling, 

it is beyond that and for me, 

love is loyalty. 

It is not love that make you 

stick together till the end 

because that nervousness you feel 

when the two of you are looking into 

each other eyes will only last for three years. 

The significant thing 

that make you grow old together 

is your loyalty towards you loved one. 

Your respect to one another. 

Two things that you must keep together 

for being together 

for such a long long time. 

Vol'17 Chapter 2 #pg22

Assalammualaikum & hi,
New semester has begun,
unlike previous semester,
I've a good start this semester :))

All praises to Allah,
I passed my final exams with
flying colors result and I'm glad
that people around me experience
the same thing.
It worth the fight.