Being appointed as PC (program coordinator) for this wow june 2016 is such a big responsibility. After a long time leaving prefect organisation during secondary school, I've got nervous breakdown to once again being at the top. It has been abnormal for me to give order and instructions. I've slowed down ever since those days. I retired. and now, once again, to be the one who will coordinate an event. I wanted the program to run smooth. I want everything to be perfect.
But it was different. The management here is not same as school's management. University is real. The race is real. The condemnation is real. The fight is real. The argument is real and the emotionally tortured is real. And back stabbing is too real, you can't afford to stand if you are not strong enough. And alhamdulillah, I'm pairing with Izwan ad PD (program coordinator). He is also vice president in SRC. Working with him was fun. He's emotionally stable. Sejenis yang tenang and not easily get mad. Vice versa with me ( so temperamental and sooooo emotionally unstable)!
Human being is unique. We don't really know what that one person is thinking and how do they feel. And yeah, working with these unique creature is never an easy thing! dissatisfaction and arguments is everywhere. And with my dictator style of leading the team, could have make things worst. I am lucky to have Izwan, to calm things down. every time. so thanks to him and also sorry because I've caused him a lot of trouble.
We got problems with management, but that is our problem to settle. I know this is just a beginning of introduction towards "THE CRUELTY OF MANAGEMENT", any kind of management! urgh, don't make me rant on those..
But regardless of what had happened, one thing for sure. I am happy to be the one who met those new adorable new students. they are all kind, though some of them is very naughty, but hey...we all ever experience that moment. They are just parted from family. they just started to be independent. Even when they go to boarding school, teachers will always guide them, they always have rule to obey. But here, they got the freedom! And how they utilize the freedom and the abilities to get benefits from the freedom - that is their challenge.
Owh, I no longer know what I am saying, so till then.