Wednesday, January 28, 2015

a little word


a thousands moments that I had just taken for granted, 
mostly because I had assumed that there would be a thousands more. 

a little word.

I never meant to depend
on you, on anyone
because I promised that
I would never feel this way

but now maybe I need you.
the way the earth needs the sun
to see another day

a little word

"she's not mine. I don't think she could be anyone's. She doesn't want to be owned. That's what I love most about her"

I want people 
say something
like that 
about me. 

a little word

I lay in bed at night 
unable to sleep 
thinking about 

you

and wonder if maybe
you're lying in your bed
unable to sleep
thinking about 

me

I know it's wrong to expect
things
from you

but somehow, I just
think about
it

a little word.

It's has been a long while 
since we last talk 
I still think about you, 
sometimes
and occasionally. 

It feels like I miss you. 

If I ever get to know you 
all over again, 
fresh from the start. 

and hopefully at that time
we could both make it right.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Isvians Night Out!!


They used to be isvians 
but they always isvians in my eyes. 
At Isv, we went through a lot. 
we laugh a lot.
we fight. 
the mourn day between us had happened 
and well we eventually get back together. 
I guess some may not. 

Big Food. 
It start from Afif who asked us for dinner.
I already in my pyjama and change to 
simple top with slack quickly. 

Chicken Chp Selatan, here we go. 
It should be there, unfortunately the restaurant was closed. 
Then, we went to Hutan Bandar. 
There were lot of people and the q was so damn long. 
We discuss at the roadside. 

Just like in the movie - food hunting. Haha!
I called some of my friends, asking for best food in jb with 
affordable prices. 
To Big Food we go.

Monday, January 12, 2015

All praises to Allah.
I know I need to work harder.
I need to be more serious in order to achieve my mission.
And to all who came in my life.
Thanks for teaching me ho to survive

Monday, January 5, 2015

Scheduling

Few days left before I go back to NMIT
for new semester.
This will be my last semester before I go to internship.
I feel excited yet nervous.
After finishing this program, of course I want
to further my degree.
but I am afraid that things will not work my way.

I afraid.

I know we must hope for the best
but we also need to prepare for the worst.
At the end, I know I must consently accept everything
that had happened.

I want to feel the taste of success.
and I know it require great hard work,
and for that, I hope my body can bear with that.

I need strength.