There are things, I can't tell. Not to anyone, not even I jot down in my journal.
There are things will make you puzzled. You may questions, why I need to be so secretive.
I can do nothing to stop your assumptions and guessing that cross in your mind.
I am sorry for I couldn't be any help, but just to let you know, in case you need any help
which do not require me to be in any special position, InsyaAllah I'll be okay with it,
p/s: This is a story of holding a post in Student Council, and who ever know me from before,
they will know the story and why I say 'NO'